Video Diary~ Day #5

Her Jou go!

Its long but enjoy!

Day #4(Well Kinda) ~ Video Diary

SORRY! Forgot About it with all the chaos but fear not for I have returned!

Love you guys!

Video Diary ~ Day #3

Any questions that you have about Singapore please comment and I can answer in a video!

Enjoy Lovelies!

 

Day # 2 ~ Video Diary

Despite my jetlag, I posted a mediocre video. but I Vlogged for 2 days in a row guys! I need a gold star! Enjoy my friends!

P.S Any questions about Singapore you want answered in a video please comment or post a response video!

Excuse the yawning, SORRY!

Video Diary ~ Day #1

Hey Guys! Thought I would try my hand at video blogging whilst I was in Singapore so watch and try not to laugh at this TERRIBLE debut. Much love!

P.S. If you have any requests to see things in the glorious Singapore while I am here, post a comment or a reply video and I will do my very best!

Weekends in Sears 348.

For those of you who know me, you know I am not by any stretch an introvert or one who keeps to herself… Some of you might have just laughed at the absurdity of me being quiet…

But upon coming here to my lovely university of which I adore, I learned something about myself. I learned that after I have been in class ALL day long ,and after having socialized during lunch, chapel, and the occasional  pause for a hug and a quick conversation, I am exhausted.  What is my haven? Sears 348.

I come to my room, finish my homework that was assigned that day (New Years Resolution), and then I curl up in my bed for 1 of 4 things.

1. Nap ~ More often than not I fall victim to the seductress of sleep. O my but I love sleep. I may or may not be drooling right now thinking about a nap…
2. Internet Surfing ~ I catch some waves alright. That wave of excitement when the little car at the top of my news feed say “107 new stories” JACKPOT…O and Pinterest! Its like the gates of heaven opened! Pin this, Pin that…its like drugs
3. Reading~ Ok so this is hardly ever true anymore but I do enjoy a good long sit with Jane Eyre…
4. Movies ~ Nothing like a hot date with Netflix…’nough said

So on weekends with no homework to complete, and no boyfriend, and no predetermined agenda, You can find me and my roommate on ours beds with goldfish, string cheese, cups of Simply juice close by and a whole lot of contentment….

AAAAAAHHHHH the life.

Confessions of a Volcano fighter.

Volcanoes. Mountains of fire, spewing deathly poison on everything that surrounds it. Those who are smart enough to flee, survive. Those who tempt fate, invite themselves into the destruction zone. And when they have erupted… calmness ensues. Only to build and erupt once again…followed by another calmness.

Why am I this? Who am I? When did I become this person? When did my heart become so clouded by darkness that I cannot see the lava I inflict upon those I care about. I confess that I have become a volcano. I am frustrated often and irritated moderately but anger is not something I feel on a regular basis. But little frustrations build fires inside. They become bigger frustrations that speak inside my mind like voices. And before I can help it, I have spewed lava on some helpless victim. I am supposed to be learning how to help people with words but instead I kill… Some words should not be said.. All does not need to surface. Sometimes you must care more about the other person more than you care to be right or care to be heard. Because soon you will find yourself gazing upon the miles of solidified loneliness and irrational hostility.

I am a volcano… God help me to quench this…